Saturday, July 5, 2014

When it rains, it does more than pour around here....

Normaly I don't post personal news here anymore but the past 2 weeks have been so awful I thought I'd write about it in case anyone has tried to get in touch.

Last week my husband was diagnosed with colon cancer. He had surgery this week at a major hospital in Pittsburgh but is having some trouble recuperating. My agoraphobia has kept me home but we are talking on the phone a few times a day. We're also really lucky he has some fantastic friends who have taken my place with visiting. I know it's not the same but it helps so much. I'm feeling so worthless and I'm having trouble coping with anxiety and IBS.

To add to all this our sweet spaniel, Cory, has been sick with a quick growing tumor and had to be put down on Wed. We could have waited for him to go on his own but seeing him loose control of his bladder and bowels, not eat or drink, and to hardly walk made me decide it's time.

So if you've been trying to get in touch about the business I'm sorry if you haven't heard from me but as you have read everything is really bad in my life right now. Please pray for my husband...